2010

I had to stop working because of the relentless pain.

I hated my job anyway being a legal counselor. My study Clinical Psychology on the side, feels also very depressing. It doesn't resonate at all with my worldview.

Deep down I feel helpless of how my life will turnout.

It's a Wednesday morning, and I'm sitting in yet another doctor's office. After countless tests, treatments, consultations, and 2 surgeries, the doctor looks at me with sympathetic eyes and says without blinking her eyes:

"The risk of your third surgery are: getting a stoma for your bladder and or intestines, having a kidney transplantation because your kidneys are affected, having your uterus and ovaries removed because of the severe damage and infection, your heart and lungs affected because of the endometrium causing havoc there. And after the surgery you probably will get Zoladex, so you'll be in an artificial meno-pause to stop your ovaries from working. For the pain we prescribe the same maximum amount of pain killers and anti-inflammatory drugs that you are on already. And of course there is always the risk with surgeries, anaesthetics and bleeding, with the severe and complex damages done to your organs as it is with your stage 4 endometriosis and PCOS" ...

I had to sign an agreement form for this surgery. Feeling totally numb with whiffs of despair by this horror story happening to me.

I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO LIVE

A Full Life

WHEN MY BODY FEELS LIKE A STRANGER.

The unrelenting pain and emotional exhaustion send me spiraling into a deep depression. I begin to suffer from Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (C-PTSD), the cumulative effect of chronic pain and medical trauma, combined with the traumatic events of my youth. The stress becomes too much to bear.

The next several months are some of the darkest in my life.

I recovered from the 5 hours long surgery. By a miracle all of my organs were 'spared'. But still I had severe pain and was isolated from friends and family. I couldn't have the buzzing fun life that everyone else was experiencing, because I couldn't even walk straight.

Every aspect of my life is dictated by my symptoms. I watched as my dreams fade, feeling like a shadow of my former self.

But worst of all, I feel utterly powerless.

Then One Day,

sitting in quiet despair, a thought popped into my head—a tiny whisper: Am I going to just accept what is happening to me? What if there are other ways of healing? What is healing in itself? What is the reason you are living at all? And why am I experiencing this nightmare?

My shamanic roots, which I'd filed away under "Nice but Not Relevant," started tugging at me. It was as if my ancestors were saying, "Hey, remember us?"

I realized I'd been living entirely in my left brain—logical, analytical, and about as spontaneous as a spreadsheet. I'd neglected my intuitive, emotional, and spiritual sides on my own healing process.

THAT VERY DAY

I decide to explore this inner calling.

I began researching (w)holistic, ancient wisdom and knowledge and all the other alternative approaches to healing.

I reconnected with nature, and delved into the spiritual teachings of my heritage and that of others.

I read about women who have transformed their lives despite facing similar challenges.

I felt hope and passion ignite within me. I realizes that I'm not alone and that my body, rather than being my enemy, can become my ally.

I started to understand that everything was not happening to me, but FOR me.

When I stopped believing that my life was over, I reconnected with a sense of purpose and resilience I thought I'd lost forever.

I discovered that I'm here to help others navigate their own paths toward embracing life fully, imperfections and all.

WORK WITH ME

I'm passionate about empowering women with endometriosis and PCOS to reclaim control of their lives by providing transformative, practical solutions that harmonise science and spirituality.

And If you are that woman, that is ready to rebel yourself into your new reality, then start here.

Who Am I Really?

I’m Jekaterina—a devotee of Shamanism, God loving, Earthkeeping, and an eternal student of life. Born in Siberia, I fled with my family to the Netherlands, escaping the shadows of the Soviet Union. I’ve worn many hats: law graduate, clinical psychology dabbler, corporate survivor, entrepreneur, plant-medicine facilitator and now, a Caribbean dwelling transformational guide (because who doesn’t love a good beach sunset?).

• Guide in Transformative Journey: Trained in shamanism through my Siberian ancestors and mentors like Alberto Villoldo, Marcela Lobos, Qu'ero Elders, Mamo Elders and many, many more.

• Holistic Practitioner: Energy Medicine Practitioner, Gua-Sha therapist, Regression therapy, Transformational Coaching, Family Constellations, Oracle Counselor, Orthomoleculair Food Therapy, Breathwork Facilitator, Plant-Medicine Ceremonialist, Human Design & Gene Keys Lover

• Human Design 5/1 Generator + LAX Prevention 2: Which means I have a knack for spotting, when things need a course correction, to prevent you from hardship. Which I deliver with as much practicality as possible.

When I’m not coaching or concocting wellness plans, you can find me:

• Enjoying My Family: I'm the living example of how to turn your life around when you think 'it's over'. I have 3 kids with my Dream Husband and 2 beautiful Bonus Boys and we are living our Dream Life in the Caribbean, together with our cats, dogs, chickens and turtles (yes, I still want more....)

• Exploring Nature & Mystical Places: Yes, outside! The girl who once avoided the outdoors now finds peace among trees and waves. Climbing holy mountains, bathing in cold rivers and spending time learning from indigenous tribes.

• Dancing Like No One’s Watching: And sometimes when they are.

• Learning Relentlessly: From shamanism and breathwork to orthomolecular coaching and beyond—I’m a perpetual student.

My Mission

At LivingWithEndoPCOS.com, I'm all about empowering women to live their best lives—even when their bodies are acting like drama queens. I'm here to educate, inspire, and maybe even make you laugh on days when you’d rather not.

Why Am I Telling You All This?

Because I’ve been there—stuck in a cycle of frustration, disconnected from my body, and unsure of where to start. But I found a way forward, and now I’m dedicated to helping other women reclaim their power and rewrite their stories.

Ready to Rewrite Your Story?

If any part of my journey speaks to you—if you’re done feeling like a victim of your circumstances and are ready to step into the role of your own healer—then this e-book is for you.

Discover the Keys to Transformation

Dive into my free e-book, “From Victim to Self-Healer: 3 Powerful Keys of Transformation,” and unlock:

• The mindset shift that will empower you to take control of your healing.

• Practical insights for aligning your body, mind, soul, and spirit.

• Tools to break free from limiting beliefs and step into your full potential.

Let’s Transform Together

Life is too precious to live on autopilot. Let’s walk this path together—toward wholeness, vitality, and a life that feels authentically yours.

P.S. Remember, this is your journey, but you’re not alone. If a Siberian-born, Dutch-raised, Caribbean-dwelling mom of five can find her way from chaos to clarity, so can you. Let’s start now!

10 Reasons Why You Love to Work With Me

Jekaterina Tarasova

Chief Endo & PCOS Alchemy

1. I've Been in Your Shoes

   Having lived with endometriosis grade 4 and severe PCOS for 22 years, I intimately understand the physical and emotional challenges you face.

2. Living example of Transformation:

   Despite being told that my life would be that of maximum drugs medications, laying in bed all day every day, and definitely couldn't have children. I'm not on any meds at all, I have a buzzing dreamlife & dreamwork and I naturally conceived three children, demonstrating the power of transformation.

3. Expert Guide with Unique Cultural Insight

   Benefit from my extensive training in profound healing practices from my Siberian shamanic heritage, Americas shamanic teachings, Plant-Medicine facilitator, traditional Chinese medicine, Reiki, Kundalini and orthomolecular therapy. In combination with my left brain scientific studies in clinical psychology and law school.

4. No need to choose between Science and Spirituality

   I'm all about combining science, ancient knowledge and spirituality together. It truly is magical when it all integrates together. It is the future!

5. For Modern Women

   You don't have to renounce your reality being a modern woman. I work with CEO's, housewives, and students. You will get strategies that fit into your busy life—no drastic changes or retreats to mountaintops required (only if you want to).

6. Holistic Healing Witouth the Hype

   Work with seasoned expertise, not someone regurgitating advice from social media. I embrace a balanced approach that's grounded, not filled with unrealistic "love and light" clichés. I'm openminded, but also pragmatical. No fluff, just practical steps that fit seamless into your everyday routine.

7. Save Time and Energy

   Skip years of research—I’ve distilled the most effective strategies just for you.

8. Find Your Balance

   Discover how to create harmony in your body, mind, soul, and spirit.

9. Action-Oriented Approach

   Ready to stop overthinking and start doing? Let's make real progress together. No spiritual bypassing here—we'll tackle obstacles directly for genuine growth.

10. Integrity and Honesty aaand Fun

    No sugarcoating—just genuine advice based on experience and expertise, but also with humour and loads of laughter. Because living with endometriosis and/or Pcos is already serious enough.